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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Single Mother- Part Two

Single Mother- Part Two

Single mother how can this be this is not supposed to be my reality
But it is today there are just three, Ravi, James and finally me
I am mom and dad everyday
Which used to make me sad but not today
I don’t know how I do it raise two boys alone
I get through it and choose it I sit on my throne

A Queendom I run like a well-oiled machine
I have glitches and misses and days where I scream
My castle in humble not grand like before
But I’m happy and content since he walked out the door.

Is there a King out there waiting for me
Do I want him to meet me or will I just flee
No today’s not the time I have children to raise
I will sacrifice my self for their stability not praise

This life that I live that was changed years ago
I’ve nourished and flourished when I finally let go
Of expectations and dreams that did not come true
Today I’m dreaming of me and not of “you”

I move forward straight ahead no turning back I’ve shut the door
Single mother, strong mother, It’s my kids I adore.